A month Later.

Wednesday July, 22

Hi Everyone!

I know, its been like a month since I posted last so this one might be a little long, and hopefully I can remember everything that has happened since then. Wow, July 5th. So I talked about 4th of July. I talked about the end of surfing, I talked about some of the internships stuff.

- 150 Hours Later
- Glassman Media
-Chiodo Brothers
-Outside Work
-Decisions for the future
-Family in for the weekend
-Art on Life group
-Comedy Sportz
-Tribe


150 Hours Later
So for my internships, for credit for the summer class (yes, I know I already graduated) I need a total of 150 hours of internship time. Luckily at the beginning of the summer I worked long hours for the reality show. I was clocking 20+ hours per week, and those hours add up fast. So once I started working with Chiodo Bros. I was clocking 32 hrs+ a week so I had lots of hours. So obviously I have completed 150 hours internship time, but I am hanging around to get more experience and face time with the people I am working with. The more I talk to people, the better idea of the industry I get. I was talking to someone today about taking classes, and getting credit- though I have already graduated- and they said “That is how you get places, you get ourself out there, you get face time with people and you volunteer for anything you can, they will say ‘Oh Cale jumped into editing and he didn’t have that much experience, well put him on _____’ and that’s more opportunities for you”. Different perspectives like that are why I’m still ‘volunteering my time’ (working for free).

Glassman media.
So at my internship for Glassman media, we went through several processes- okay I think I am getting a head of myself.

The Editing Process:
In order to get the most efficient editing process done there are two stages. The first are people who look through the tapes and create narration for the action, this is made up from interviews of the contestants. For example if in the show there was a paintball fight, Guy A would say “That was crazy” and Guy B would say “Well what happened was this, we went to the place and we played paintball and I got hit with a paintball and then I got out” wow that would be a great reality show. The second are people who take that narration and put it together with the reality footage for example, the footage would be of everyone in the car and play the audio “we went to the place”, when everyone is running around shooting each other with paintballs they would play the audio “we played paintball” then they would take a clip of someone jumping out of a tree on top of someone else and they would play the audio “that was crazy” then they would go to a close up of Guy B getting hit with a paintball and would play the audio “I got hit with a paintball”. So while you are watching the game happen you are listening to the guys describe it in an interview afterwords. So take that process and stretch it out over 20 different people and three weeks worth of footage. That is what is happening now.

So the difficult part is finding enough interview audio to cover everything that makes a good story line. We have done several things to make this easier, at first we just looked through the notes we took during the interview (see *Don’t look at them* section in the post on June 26th) to try and find specific interviews where someone would comment on something. Next we decided to type up these notes so you could search “paintball” in a word document if they is what you were looking for. After that we are just having the interviews transcribed- ideally word for word. So you could search someone’s name or “I got out” because you wouldn’t write that down on the notes.

We are using this program that captures all of our videos and sends them over a server to somewhere to get transcribed by people all over the USA. Pretty crazy but we keep running into problems with the system. Trouble shooting and problem solving are some of my greatest... well most fun... well... I’m learning a lot! It is pretty cool because while I am waiting for the tapes to capture I have time to talk to people and get their insight on the industry.

Chiodo Bros.
So I continue to work with this Chris guy on his projects. I am hardcore editing his stuff now, getting LOTS of face time with both him and Final Cut Pro, you might say I am becoming a Pro with Final Cut... at this point I’ll throw in the flag for a Groaner Foul (see the *Comedy Sportz* section). Over the past few weeks most of what I have been doing is editing these projects, I think one is an internet video and the other is a pitching tool, so I’ll let you know when the shows are up, or where to see them.

Both of the things I am editing for him are very Left Wing stuff, and very politically charged. Fortunately, I am not an Extreme Right Wing or Political person so... I am not getting offended by the things he is saying (I don’t think I would either way, I don’t get offended very easily- or I don’t think I do.)

This guy is a comical genius, because one of the projects I have been working on, makes me laugh every time I watch it, well every time I watch it with him, because he laughs at it. It definitely needs the group scene to reach its full potential of funny.

It is really neat to be in this studio, there is always something going on, usually getting ready for something, meetings or pitch work or setting up lights for a live recording... something, and the history that these guys have had in the industry and the productions that they have been a part of (Directors and Producers).

Outside Work
About a week a go, I was working long hours at the Chiodo Bros. trying to finish up an edit before I left. I got a call from Jackie, Our RA, who was looking for people to help out at her internship’s office. A reality company who needed transcriptions done THE NEXT DAY. So me and three others leave the apartment buildings at 8pm. $100 8hrs. not a bad deal. I figure it would be good experience and a little extra money. Albertson’s for caffeine, Popeye’s for diner then Santa Monica for a nights worth of work. We get into it, and things go slow. They needed 8hrs of tape in 8hrs (between 4 of us). I don’t know how fast people usually transcribe, but I spent 5 hrs on a 30 min. clip. I had to go through it 4 times because they wanted a separate sheet for each person in the interview, but I hope there are people who can do it faster. As far as the night went we were there until 7am, and still had a couple of hours not complete. I don’t know exactly how all that worked out but it was an experience nonetheless. So I slept in the next day and when I went into work late everyone asked if I was out partying the night before- “nope working” I said. But it was worth it.


Decisions For the Future
So the end of the UTLA program is coming up fast, August 5. Time to decide where I am going next. At the begining of the semester, one of my instructors made the statement “In this industry, you need to know exactly what you want to do, if you don’t you will get nowhere. If you try something and you don’t like it, you’ve wasted your time and have to start over.” Personally, I did not like that idea because I didn’t know what I wanted to do. I, more or less, made up my own statement: “I can explore and feel around and see what I want to do, and I will go far”. As this summer progressed, I have realized my statement does not really hold up- people don’t do you favors, or offer you job positions because they need someone who is willing to do- people offer you job positions because they are excited to help someone do what they LOVE to do. If I go out and have the mindset, “I’m gonna do whatever comes up” nothing will come up- there are enough people in the industry who are fighting for those positions. On the other hand if I know what I am interested in right now, and want to do that, and am EXCITED about doing that, someone might pick me up for a job doing that. So a more apt statement might be “If you are excited about what you want to do, and focus on one thing at a time, you will make it in the industry”.

So how does this apply to me? Currently, I am trying to figure out where I want to be and what I want to do. Currently, my future goal is the This American Life internship in January. Six months, one intern, This American Life. On that note, if anyone has interesting things they have been up to lately, and don’t mind me recording them please let me know, or I might call and try to set up an appointment, so be on your guard.

The real question is where do I go until then? I want to stay in LA until Timmy gets here but if I can not find work, that might not be an option. If not, its not the end of the world, whats an airplane ticket for a visit? But if not LA, where? I mean, I’ve got Houston and Austin, but work? living situations? community?

I find myself getting so worked up sometmes. But if when a sparrow falls (two for a penny) God does not have complete control over it and is still sad, how much more do I mean to him? The flowers of the field don’t toil over food, shelter, or clothes, how much more am I to God. He has me in his hands, I have nothing to worry about.

Ill keep the blog updated as to what I am doing.

Family in for the Weekend
well not much more to say about that, my family is coming in for the weekend. We have some stuff planned but I will be most excited to just spend time with them.

WB backlot tour?
Vinnace Beach?
Food?
Museaums?
Family?
Yes please.

Art on Life Group
So I went to the “Art on Life” group again this past saturday, we watched “Rear Window” and discussed it afterwords. Good conversation and I actually started a good point, or concept whatever you want to call it. It was pure regitation form Film class but it was the idea of us looking down on Jeffreys for spying on others and judging them, while that is exactly what we are doing watching him, and casting judgment on what he is doing. Think about it for a while. It was here that I also realized a litle bit more about myself. We were talking about seeing other people through the windows and getting bits and pieces of their stories. Someone said “We Like finding Meaning in other people’s stories” I thought -YES. That is what I enjoy the most. I think that is a lot about what This American Life is about. I think that is a lot about what fellowship, community and friendship is about. I love that quote so I’ll put it in here again:

We like finding meaning in other people’s stories.

Comedy Sportz
Comedy Sportz is comedy improv or com-prov-ity in the style of sports, not about sports. Very similar to “Who’s Line Is It AnyWay” but so much better- it is live and just a better system. So I was in Comedy Sportz High School League in HS, we worked with CSz professional league Houston team. One of the guys who graduated SWHS a few years before I did and joined the Pro league, and came back to help with our team is a guy named Brian. Well he is out in LA this summer taking classes at Second City (comedy school) but he is on the LA pro CSz team. He played this past sunday and I went to see him. The LA style and arena is set up very well, and really neat. Small intimate location and great players. So I volunteered a couple of suggestions. In High School when we went to pro matches (required) and got discounts, we were asked to allow a majority of the volunteering to be filled by paying customers, fair enough, but since then I have been very weary volunteering. So when the oppertunity to play moving bodies came up, I hesitated.. reverting to past experiences, but when no one else volunteered, I raised my hand. I think one of the things I get nervous about participating is when I havn’t had much practice, yes it take practice to keep good at it, I get very centerstage, and find myself on my backside embarrased when I fail. But I took an Improv class this past semester so I was up on my skills a little, and performed well, by allowing the Pro players to shine. IT WAS FUN! I think that is definately an option of community to get involved with wherever I go.

Tribe
It sucks that this is at the end of the post becasue byt his time I am worn out of writing an djust want to get the post up, but Tribe has also been playing a major role in my time here in LA. We have been talking about so much and worship is actually worship. One of the neatest things they do is at the end of the sermon they invite you to worship in whatever way you feel led,

“If you want to sit quietly, please do. If you want to sing with the music, please do. If you want to take communion, it is avaliable to those who want to worship in that manner. There is an offering box in the back, if you are led to worship through that, please do so. This is a time of worship.”

I really appriciate the imprtance of worship, and all its many forms, and the true meaning of worship. That was an entire message one sunday, very convicting, very thought provoking.

well thats it for this post, hopefully ill post sooner and shorter next time.

back to basics: i am not, but i know I AM

Sunday July 5, 2009

Hey everyone, I guess it hasn’t been that long since my last post so either I’m getting bored watching TV/Movies... or I got something I feel like needs to be posted.

So I’ll get updates out of the way first:
Yesterday JULY 4th was fun, I went down to Irvine, CA - yea it’s just under an hour drive... but it was fun, I went to visit Kevin McPherson who is living in Irvine. We went to one of Kevin’s friends family parties, it was fun. It was really cool to see Kevin’s friend’s ENTIRE family there. They have this backyard with a pool, trampoline, and volleyball net. Showing up I was not sure who everyone was but as time went on someone would ask “Who is that?” and she would say “Oh that’s my cousin and her boyfriend” or “Oh that’s my grandfather” and she had a pretty big family with people of all ages. There was this five year old swimming in the pool with a float-y jacket on and he was just swimming... and he said “You know how far I swam?” I knew but said ‘no’ for the sake of conversation, he said “all the way from over there” as he pointed to the other side of the pool “you know why?” I said ‘no’ again, hoping for a response. “It’s cuz I’m five years old” and just kept swimming. Well that to say there were five year olds swimming around the pool.

So I showed up and hung out a little with Kevin, catching up (I hadn’t seen him since “The Quinns” concert over christmas break.) Find out that he is working through Ameri-Corps for Habitat for Humanity - I may have already mentioned this in the last post. Anyway- we start talking about churches and where he is going, he talks up Rock Harbor and his experience there, then remembers ”they are having a prayer and worship service today at five” I was like “oh yea, we should go”. So we go (Still damp from the numerous cannonballs and can-openers performed right next to us in the pool) but we drive over there and I got to tell you, it was a pretty cool place. It was set for probably 500+ people but there were only like 100 (max). But they played worship music and then had time for us to pray for our country, our leaders and our troops. It was really good. So good I am considering driving down there tonight for a sunday service. Well, back to the family party, more hang out. Meet people, Shannon and Shannon, (no relation), and then we break to meet up with one of Kevin’s other friends (Nando) to watch fireworks. We drive over to Kevin’s old place (where his friend lives still) and back to Kevin’s new place. Most of the fireworks went off while we were driving but we sat outside and watched the neighborhood kids play with the firecrackers they had. It was really cool. I got to talk to and spend time hanging out with Nando, he graduated High School and spent the entire year in Orange County, working for Habitat for Humanity. Yea, first year out of HS and he is halfway across the country (originally from... wow, was it Maine?) *all the way across the country* trying to figure life out. But we got to hang out, talk until like 11pm, I had a drive a head of me, which took extra long because everyone and their mom was trying to get from Orange County to I-10 (sorry “The 10” as it is called in Cali) at 11:00 at night. But I made it home by 12:30, not too bad for LA traffic.

Tribe this morning which is actually what prompted this post.

A few days ago I was wondering why I was in a kind of spiritual rut here in LA. I know to everything there is a season, but there was still something missing, that I needed, that I was striving toward a hole that was not being filled this summer. I gave myself some quiet time and started thinning about this blog’s namesake. “i am not”. I’m sure a lot of this is in the back pages of this blog but I figured it would not hurt to re-post.


“i am not” comes from a book written by... of course I didn’t bring it to LA, its in Houston. anywho Louie Giglio wrote the book, it is called “i am not, but i know I AM”, and it is the book we worked out of last summer for the Chapelwood youth internship.

The title seems like a contradiction, but it refers to how God named himself while talking to Moses on Mt. Sainai as “The Great I Am” so i (Cale) am not (insert most positions of power), but i (Cale) know “I AM” (the great I Am). Meaning that this world was not created for me, but I know who did create it.

So as I think about this concept, I remember a truth that is spelled out in the book (in my words of course):

When we are young (tiny, like that 5 year old), we are taught that everything in this world revolves around us, when we are hungry, we get fed, when we are tired, we are put to sleep. As we grow older we come to find out that most things don’t revolve around us, dinner time is when it is ready, not when we want food in our mouths, sleep time is at night, not during class when we are tired. These basic things are taught to us at a young age, try watching a 10 year old at a grocery store and see what revolves around him. When we get older (all growed up) we get into this same mindset we were taught when we were little, when I want to eat, I open the fridge and I grab an apple (or pudding in my case) and I eat. If I am tired, I walk into my room and lay down and sleep (or lay in front of the TV in my case). Yes, if I want money, I go to my job to earn money (but hey, if I don’t want money (or don’t need it at this point in my life) I don’t have to, my parents have taught me well but they are no longer able to make me wait for dinner as they could when I was younger. There are times when I see someone else and I help them, I give food to the homeless, or I help a friend pack when moving, or offer to mow the lawn, but lets face it... most of that is still at our disposal, our choice of weather to do it or not, the world still revolves around me, we seldom think about what is happening beyond our life. “i am not” discusses how the world did not start when we were born, nor will it end when we die.

I think it was Luke Withers last summer when talking about this took the toilet paper approach, he said “think about a roll of toilet paper, with like three or four hundred little squares on it. Now think about a single square a being our lives, physically how long we live, and the roll as time, the eternity (bear with me). If you unroll the roll and lay it out end to end, a single square is very small compared to the rest of the roll, and aside from two squares all of the squares are in the middle of the roll (something came before it and something comes after it), that is how we are, there is always something happening when we are born into this world.

My parents for example were in Florida, my dad working for Prat and Whitney, my mom teaching. When I came in it did not mean that they would stop what they were doing simply for me (no doubt they gave up quite a bit for me and my sister) but my dad is still an engineer and my mom is still teaching.- please not that this is a skeleton example, a lot more happened between my birth and now for my parents and myself but all this to say I did not come in at the beginning of the story, or any story for that matter - except my own.

When I die (long time from now) the rest of the people on this planet will not suddenly cease to exist, they will continue to experience the story of time (the roll of paper).

Two notes on this right now:
1. The roll of paper, even if it had 3 or 4 THOUSAND squares on it would not represent all of time. Time being eternity, the 3 or 4 hundred square roll would be like a square on an even larger roll of toilet paper.
2. Although it may seem that my little square’s worth of time in this infinite roll of paper is meaningless, let me give you hope. There is someone who looks at the roll of paper (the larger one, the one that represents eternity) as a single square, no there is not a larger roll that that square but to say one who sees the roll of eternity as a single story. That is God’s story.

God’s story encompasses all of time, from the creation of the earth (and before) to the end of time (LONG after this world, this planet Earth (and any other planet me might inhabit) is destroyed). The really cool thing is that God invites us into his story.

Not following? okay so the Bible is full of these people, Hebrews or The ‘Brews as Tim calls it, chapter 11 talks of tons of people who lived by faith, not in what they were doing but in what God was doing, and how God was inviting them to join in. 11:8 “By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his inheritance, obeyed and went even though he did not know where he was going” and through Abraham’s line (just as God had promised) came salvation for the world (The Christ, Jesus). Remember, Abraham had no idea why he was being re-located, but God had been working before then and would continue working long after Abraham.

Moses was called by God to stand up to the Pharaoh to bring God’s people out of Egypt. God had been at work in Egypt long before Moses and would be working with HIS people long after Moses was dead.

Yes, God’s plan through these guys was to bring salvation to the world. -There were so many people who played parts in this, Joseph, not giving up his pregnant fiancee for one, taking her to Bethlehem.-

but just to show you that it still happens (this is my favorite one): there was a man who was called by God (by name) in a vision, he was called to go to a very specific house and look for a man (by name), this man was known for arresting and harming Christ followers. He was told to go up to this man and proclaim the risen Christ- directly to this “persecutor of Christ followers” Now very easily he could have said “No, I will be killed,” well he did say that but God was persistent, he could have refused to go. But this man knew that it was not about himself, the story was not about his life and weather or not he would be arrested or harmed, he knew that God’s story was far more important. So he went, he placed his hands on this “persecutor of Christ followers” and proclaimed the risen Christ to this man. Personally, I am very lucky he did this, the man’s name was Ananias, and he is the one who proclaimed the name of Christ to Saul (later Paul) who as God said in Acts 9:15 “This man is my chosen instrument to carry my name before the Gentiles (Gentiles= not Jewish people) and their kings and before the people of Israel”

So to sum it up, if Ananias had not seen the scope of God’s story I would not be a christian, and more importantly would not be invited to be a part of God’s story. (Okay, yes God would have made a way, his Plan and Will will always succeed but Ananias would not have been credited this by his faith).

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I guess this is just a really long way of saying that what I have been missing here in LA is the realization that I am not in LA, so that I can have fun, or I can make contacts or I can see LA, I am not the center of this story, I am but a tertiary (or possibly a secondary) character to what God is doing here.

That is a majority of what we spoke about at Tribe today, the number of things we worship and how we worship and if we are worshiping our savior or not.

I hope this made sense (or at least most of it) please, if you want to talk about this I am super pumped about it. Call me or message me or something. there fore I leave you where I began: i am not, but i know I AM

-i am not

I am so glad this whole colonization thing is working out

Wednesday 7.1.09

First day of July... Wow the summer is half over- for you going back to school. For me... well I’m working the rest of the year...

So I wanted to post, mostly to keep myself updated on my internships.

Yesterday was my first day in the office with Glassman Media. I spent most of the day reading through interview notes, looking for story points or audio clips to help narrate the reality video. This was pretty cool, I had fun figuring out what happened throughout the day, finding trends and what the guys were talking about the most throughout the day. After a few hours of finding trends and such, I was given a story line. So then instead of just looking for trends I had a list of things to look for. I was able to pick out audio clips and log them. It was a little difficult reading the scribble handwriting that the note takers had.
NOTETAKERS: So when someone is conducting an interview there are people who sit nearby (like I did) to take notes on the interview. In order to take good notes you write down ANYTHING that is said that would be helpful (lots of dialogue in a short amount of time = messy handwriting, anything you can do to to get the notes on the paper). I talk a little about this in my last post.
So I had to read scribble handwriting to find mentions of a list of different things. It was fun, but I ended up with a headache at the end of the day (maybe lack of water, maybe squinting all day...) but I went home (across the street) and watched the last two episodes of LOST season 4.

Today was my first day at Chiodo Bros. They had this guy who was making a comedy show... CHRIS... someone. But this guy made a lot of comedy stars (he mentioned Jim Carry, Robbin Williams and “Laugh In” to name a few. So this guy is working on a comedy show. Very low budget, he taught me a lot. We did some live action stuff, some green screen stuff and some puppet stuff (in front of a green screen). It was not a long day, but it was a fun day, and he said he would be looking for my contact information from the Chiodo Bros next time he starts something.

Umm I guess thats that.

Oh, umm. Saturday was awesome!
Surfing: I got up on a wave like 4 times... hang out then to “Art on Life” a group that meets once a month to watch a film and discuss it. Dinner after, met lots of cool people and made some good connections (more on this later).

Tribe didn’t meet on Sunday so I visited CA again.

Monday was classes. Oh and dinner for our Audio class. I need to make a desert Island 5 songs for next monday...

I don't know what they are, I don't think it is my top 5 most played songs from iTunes, that is just a bad representation of my favorites.

in the words of Charlie from Camp Stewart ‘back in the day:
“See ya when I see ya, PEACE!”


Friday 7.3.09

I wonder what the King of England was doing on July 3rd? Probably like "I am so glad this whole colonization thing is working out"

First to get this off my chest:
I can’t stand The Block apartment complex. Sometimes it is actually their fault but most of the time it is me being uninformed/ missing something/ things just not working out. Rent was due on the first and luckily I had over paid last month so I would not have to pay this month- but then I forgot about water (which by the way is 2 months back pay, not one like I had thought all freakin year). I was up till like 5am last night watching movies/ working on my computer (pointless stuff) so when all this was brought back into mind, I really got angry very quickly. I apologize to everyone for being short today (that right I shrunk a foot!). So I’m sitting here waiting for The Block to e-mail me the credit card form, so I can pay May’s water bill on time, and I start reading Hays’ Blog from camp... totally humbling... Please read it if you get the chance. She starts talking about her campers and the difficulties that might happen (I haven’t finished yet but I want to respond) and how big stakes were on the line and God totally pulled through for her and her campers (like he always does- he pulls through for His glory, not for ours) and I’m sitting here wollowing in a mirky pool of my own self pity... kinda puts things into perspective, huh?

“I will sleep when I’m dead”, but then I will be running around in Heaven praising God for eternity... so “I will get sleep- never” done and done.

To be positive this morning: I have had the privilege to catch up with several people this week. I talked to Beth last night, she is in San Diego, so we are in the same Time Zone at least. It was really good to catch up with her, I haven’t talked to her (except for like three min.) since Austin. We talked about how I watched Psycho the other night and we used to do scary movies at her place, though I was not there for Psycho...

Hey! there is the credit card form!

Of course I get the form and there is not transaction fee anymore, (would have been nice 9 months ago) but that is good news, I sent it in.... Things are shaping up... time to make the phone calls.

I also had a chance to talk to Collin this morning (before the tiger was unleashed) It is good to hear from him and how he is getting closer to... well... THE BIG DAY! and preparing for moving “up north” (everything is up north to us from Texas).

The second day at Glassman Media was fun. Erin, my supervisor, told me that the internship at Glassman Media was a “choose your own adventure” because they always had something for me to do, but I could choose when I wanted to come in, and when I wanted to work as long as I got the number of hours I needed. Thursday, I went in a little later (because I had hours from Chiodo Bros) and I started typing up notes from the interviews. This was probably even more difficult that just reading them because while reading them I could skip over words I didn’t understand, and still get the gist of the dialogue, here I had to type out as much as I could read. It was good though because I was able to help out the editor’s. Having the interviews on the computer makes it much easier to search for occurrences or people than skimming the pages of scribbled notes. The second half of the day I downloaded videos for them to use on their “sizzle reel” for their next show. Not original footage but they bought the rights to it so they could edit it together however they wanted.

I got to talk to Kevin McPherson (a guy I met through CRU, who happens to be in a ska band called The Quinns, check them out, they are really good slash I listen to them like every day, and I only wish I could play/ sing with them/ see another of their concerts). We are going to a 4th of July gathering tomorrow, yes he is in SoCal until the end of July. He is currently working with Habitat for Humanity, some sort of construction coordinator (or some big fancy title like that) which is not a big surprise, knowing McP, he is all over that stuff, but getting a big fancy title like that is really cool. Anyway if you don’t know McP, you should.


I almost posted this when I forgot: Meet-Up/ Art on life...
Tribe is a missional focused church for the NoHo area/ the industry. So the pastor invited me to this thing he called "Art on Life" it is a group of people who meet-up once a month to watch a film and discuss it. This summer they are focusing on Hitchcock. This past saturday we watched Psycho. It was really cool because it was NOT a christian discussion group but it allwoed me to meet people and talk to them about life. There are some really smart people in this group, who have some really insightful things to say about Hitchcock, Psycho, the industry and life in general. Afterwords we wet to BJ's for dinner. Good people, good food and good movies...

Umm so today is ‘get er done’ day. I have lots of stuff to do, including taking a nap - after you are awake for a certian number of hours, you should not be able to call it ‘going back to sleep’ because, well lets face it, that is what we do every night

“I’m going back to sleep”
“BACK to sleep, did you sleep some already today?”
“No, but I was asleep last night, and now I’m going BACK to sleep”

but I am also on this “Is LA where I need to be” quest. I don’t need to know if Houston or Austin or Chicago specifically is where I NEED to be, but only if LA is or is not where I need to be. August 5 is coming fast and if anyone is riding home with me, they need to get tickets fast... If I am leaving in August. Prayer Please. And Prayer for me to be Praying about this... I tend to shrug things off till the end- as evident by the Block water bill situation.